Saturday, June 10, 2006
regrets
regerets, nothing can come out when one regrets an event that has been seen, a word that was said and a deed that has been done. regrets just give us migranes with the "what ifs and what have's" circling our head. regrets are meaningless but there is something that i trully regret right now. just because of a word, a sentence i ruined a friendship that i really valued. I didnt know that things will blow out of proportion and i didnt know that they will be able to decipher what i said. that was where i was wrong. now i am left with no choice but to face the destruction that i have done and come to terms with the consequence my actions caused. i dont know what to do since they are all but ignore my mere existence and i cant fault them. it was i who was at fault, the one who made all the mistakes that resulted in our relationship being in tatters so i guess i am left with no other choice but to accept their desicion. i am once again alone and i believe that nothing i do in this earth will make any difference
