Sunday, December 25, 2005
My wish
I thought you were different
I thought I knew
But it was the same
Just like before
Just like them
It was only a charade
A farce
A game
And I fell victim
Yet again
I trusted
But to no avail
I cared
But was denied
I loved
But alas
It was lost
I thought you were my anchor
My shield
My sword
But it was only
My dream
My illusion
And now
My living nightmare
Before
I accepted you
With open arms
Protecting you
From the mischief
Of the world
Before
I supported you
In your trodden path
Mocked and ridiculed
As you were
Before
I wished you happiness
Joy and love
But now
Death
Unending pain
To rot in darkness
To burn in hell
To be enslaved
In a prison
Of unending night
Never seeing
The light of day
To experience
What you have done
To me
will I trust
Nor care as I had
Never again
Will I see you
As the star
That lit up my life
For now
My friend
The devil take you
