Saturday, December 31, 2005

 

Love is not a device
A weapon
Or a weight

It is a gift
With no strings attached

A flower
That slowly unfolds

Beauty
That is skin deep

It is not through poetic words
Phrases
Or sentences

But feelings
That are clear and direct

Spoken
But also felt

Uttered
And never barred

It is not about flowers
Chocolates
Candle light and wines

But of gestures
With deeper meaning

Actions
Simple yet heartfelt

And touch
That needs no words

It is not about secrets
Tearful arguments
And lies

But of knowledge
That is never ending

Trust
That is life long

And courage
That has no bounds




----===you know who you are, thanks===----

Sunday, December 25, 2005

 

My wish

I thought you were different
I thought I knew
But it was the same
Just like before
Just like them
It was only a charade
A farce
A game
And I fell victim
Yet again
I trusted
But to no avail
I cared
But was denied
I loved
But alas
It was lost
I thought you were my anchor
My shield
My sword
But it was only
My dream
My illusion
And now
My living nightmare

Fiend!
Before
I accepted you
With open arms
Protecting you
From the mischief
Of the world
Before
I supported you
In your trodden path
Mocked and ridiculed
As you were
Before
I wished you happiness
Joy and love
But now
Death

Eternal misery
Unending pain
To rot in darkness
To burn in hell
To be enslaved
In a prison
Of unending night
Never seeing
The light of day
To experience
What you have done
To me

Never again
will I trust
Nor care as I had
Never again
Will I see you
As the star
That lit up my life
For now
My friend
The devil take you


Saturday, December 17, 2005

 
its growing back again

Friday, December 09, 2005

 
Love is but a lie
An illusion
Created by weak women
And conniving men
Who are but liars
Thieves and cheats
Scoundrels and pigs
Deceivers all of them
Delivering pain
Despair and anguish
To those pitiful souls
Silently tormenting
Their feeble minds
Until they are but
Dust in the wind
Thus it is better
To rein in emotions
For it easier without them
Easier and safer
After a while
One could not remember
It was present
For only a fool
Will ask for more sorrow
Only a fool
Will beg for disappointment
Thus only a fool
will let it begin
For in the end
Everything
Is bound to fail

Saturday, December 03, 2005

 
How does it feel to be in love?
To be hopelessly, mindlessly in love
To feel that warmth coursing through your veins
Along with the rising tempo of your heart

How does it feel to be in love?
To have troubles flee your every thought
Walking the streets as though floating in air
With a silly expression plastered on your face

How does it feel to be in love?
Daring to do what is impossible to achieve
Facing demons and dragons in your path
And scaling walls to high to reach

How does it feel to be in love?
To hear music whenever he is near
Having your eyes sparkle like the stars at night
When you glance at the vision you want so dear

How does it feel to be in love?
To have his face circling your mind
Staring in space as though dreaming
And a whispered sight uttered through your lips

How does it feel to be in love?
Tell me how it feels
I stopped, pondered and the answer I found
It is something I do not have in me

-----====Babs, this one's for you =) ====-----