Thursday, July 21, 2005

 

Longing

I miss those times, the warm summer days
the stolen kisses and warm embrace

I miss the eyes so filled with mirth
staring into mine, mirroring myself worth

I miss the smiles that light up my day
chasing my anger and despair away

I miss the voice that fills my ear
a natural music sailing in the air

I miss the hands I've always sought
enveloping mine without a thought

I miss the arms that encircle me
trapping me close, never setting me free

I miss the touch that cradles my face
so still, so soft, never leaving with haste

I miss the warmth that soothes my soul
completing the void, making me whole

I miss the nights and the joy I had
and I miss how to hope, to feel and to love

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Friday, July 15, 2005

 

Hell week fast approaching

Hell week is comming and I' m going out of my mind. It wouldn't be that hectic if i had weekends but unfortunately I dont. Tomorrow is my friends debut but it coincides with the first meeting of NSTP. Because of that I have to wake up early and sleep really late. Plus I'm going to be up and about with things, first with NSTP then with Harry Potter, then I h ave to go to 2 hotels to pick up things for the debut then attend the debut. Oh Gosh , I think I cant wear my heels tom.

But the side benefit of tom is not only will I be spending time with my friend on her debut but I get to have the sixth book of J.K. Rowling. Thank God!! I've been anticipating that book for quite some time now and finally after much ado I'll be able to hold it in my own hands....hehehe. The fiifth book left me wanting for more since it was a bit hanging. But alas, I can only read the book on fri since I have test everyday next week. But hey I get to have the book already

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

 

Rest at last....

Its been a long time since I last wrote here..hehehe…well I’m pretty swamped with school work and even though I’ve only been in school for about 3 weeks it feels as though I’ve been studying for a long time. Well summer class can be blamed, since I only had around 2 weeks for summer vacation. But school load can also be blamed. I feel like I’m back in high school, so much to do with so little time. I have 2 labs every week so that means I go home relatively late, like my schedule during the summer. Right now, I’m swapped with paper work that I really don’t have time to have a social life. I’m a recluse, so to speak

People are also telling me that I’m slowly losing weight. I actually don’t believe that since I still look the same whenever I look at the mirror. But our activity in PE 101, well, shocked me. We were measuring our height (hehehe) and weight to get our total body fat. So okay I’m not tall..hehe..but heck that’s heredity. So when my prof was reading the scale for my weight, I was shocked. I lost 8 pounds since I last weighed myself. Gosh that was a wake up call. But like what I told my friend, I can’t do anything about it since I eat lunch at 830 or 1030 and I walk from one class to the next (which are situated in both ends of the school!!!) wherein my classes are right after each other. So hello what am I supposed to do?

Another anomaly has happened to me. My humerus (hehehe..zoo talk for arm) keeps popping out of my shoulder! I really have no idea how it happens or why it happens, its just so. When you see it happen, you can feel a concave region on my right arm (where the tho are connected). It’s really funny but when I let my parents see it, well I got a scolding. They say its because I’m too thin, as if…but my dad said maybe its because of my swimming, you know butterfly and everything. But hey they’re not doing anything about it, so I really don’t think it’s a big deal

Finally tomorrow I’ll have time to rest and relax. It’s been a while since I took the time to just stay at home, do nothing and watch TV. And because of my so called paranoid nature this year, I’ve already done my homework for next week (how geeky is that!!!) so I can just bum around and do nothing. Rest at last


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