Friday, June 03, 2005
I am slowly loosing my mind!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! I'm so freaking bored I dont know what to do!! I mean I dont want to go out of the house since im going to spend money if I do but while I'm stuck here at home I dont know what to do.
I'm virtually running out of books to read, shows to watch and sites to visit!!I feel so restless and I dont know where it comes from. I'm irritable and moody with no apparent reason. I'm slowly spiriling into a pit of melancholy and depression and I dont know why.
Maybe I'm walking into the point of no return, the boundary between sane and paranoia. Heck i need help before I do something I may one day regret. Ahhhhh!!! if this does not let up soon I may take things in my hands....literary
