Thursday, June 09, 2005
Is there a logical explination for a change in a person's personality? How can an individual be fiery, ill-tempered and demonstrative before and become coll, frigid and detached the next? Maybe its dur to hormones. Too much insulin coursing through the blood stream, having an over does of oligosaccharides thus having one major sugar rush leaving the person hyper active and thus more succeptible to emotional out flow. His or her food intake and diet then plays a big factor in this phenomenon.
Dully explained where then does the individual's sudden melancholy and despair spring from?Why does the desire to severe ties with the outside world take root? How can one be blank inside when there are a myriad of emotions bouncing from other?
What then is the solution to this unfathomable dilema?
Friday, June 03, 2005
I am slowly loosing my mind!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! I'm so freaking bored I dont know what to do!! I mean I dont want to go out of the house since im going to spend money if I do but while I'm stuck here at home I dont know what to do.
I'm virtually running out of books to read, shows to watch and sites to visit!!I feel so restless and I dont know where it comes from. I'm irritable and moody with no apparent reason. I'm slowly spiriling into a pit of melancholy and depression and I dont know why.
Maybe I'm walking into the point of no return, the boundary between sane and paranoia. Heck i need help before I do something I may one day regret. Ahhhhh!!! if this does not let up soon I may take things in my hands....literary
