Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Paranoia
I think something is wrong with me. There is this certain feeling inside me waiting to be unlocked, to be unleashed, to be let free and its making me afraid. Sometying is happening within me, a change, an awakenin but its covered with dread and anxiety. I think I'm turining to my old self again, the person that I have tried so hard to conceal, to hide and to vanquish. I'm returning to the person I was years before, a person whom no one in the persent can recognize, a person I tried so hard not to face
I'm becoming Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde is slowing vanishing into air
It came haunting back last thursday,a rush of emotion, a flopding of the senses clouding the mind and leaving me vulnerable. The years that have passed suddenly stares me in the eye, showing itself and mocking the person I am now
I'm confused, left in the dark not knowing what to do. Who am I? Who is the person that stares a me when I face the mirror? Who is the person I see in every photograph tha surounds thje house? Who is the person the sleeps, walks, talks and relates with my family and friends? Who am I really or better yet what am I?
