Thursday, January 20, 2005
Agony...shear agony
Do you know the saying: " Your brain is turned into mush"? I believe I'm actually experiencing that phenomenon. I can feel my brain liquidating as of this moment. I think in a few minutes its going to shut down by itself and render me stupid. Its all because of math. I'm going to have my mid term test in math tom evening and its driving me insane. I have to do good in it because I totally screwed our last two exams. Sure sure..I'm only taking Math 12, the easiet math there is in Ateneo but believe me, the tests are not easy.
I think its because of my teacher. He's a sadistic S-O-B. Imagine only about 5 in my class got a good grade in our first test. Comparing it with the other classes wherein almost all of them get an A, my class totally sucks. So I have to study really hard for it, but the weird thing is even though you study ( seeing that the lesson is really easy ) when the test comes your totally dead. Another reason is because of the length of the equations and solutions needed in order to answer the problem
Back in high school, 2 matices are enough to eat up half of you time but in my class, were solving 3 - 4 matrices that are really long. So you see time is of the essence. But I dont think our professors know that.
*sighs* so there you have it, my agony for this day. Good thing I can go home before the test so atleast I could still study. But God!!! what good will it do?
