Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Why?...oh why?...
Back to school, back to reality. *sighs* I cant do anything about it so I just have to face what fate brings me
I was happy because I get to see my blockmates again. We caught up with the happenings that each one experienced during the sem break. We laughed, made jokes and even teased each other. We had the same teacyher for english, so it was okay. But we had a new teacher for lit. At first she was kind of intimidating but as the class moved on, she was okay
It was weird coz for my next class (botany) almost all my blockmates (psych) were there. I cant believe it!! we almost made up half the natsci class. It was fun because we get to be together.
Another thing happened. We were waiting for our teacher for out botany class but then she/he didn't show up. So we had free cut!!!..hehehe..First day of classes and we already had free cut. Maybe that teacher was just bored since it is the first day of classes
But something bad happened to me...my significant other from my block transfered to a new block....Oh the pain!!! why..oh why?...I thought we could be together ( even though i only admire that person from a far), I thought that maybe we could be close..then....*sighs*
It sucks...it really sucks coz that person was my only source of happiness (though distant) and that person was the first to trigger emotions (though not deep) from after what happened in the past. And now, that person is gone*sighs*
I just cant do it anymore. I've given up hope in regards to that particular area in my life. I just dont know what to do with myself anymore..Suko na ako..
