Saturday, November 13, 2004
Tormented....
I am stabbed a thousand times
when someone utters your name
I shatter to a thousand pieces
in realizing it was all a game
I weep a thousand tears
when I recall all the pain
I tried a thousand ways
to find things to keep me sane
I mourned a thousand hours
for all the things that I have lost
I have regreted a thousand moments
that broke what I valued most
I bleed a thousand wounds
in remembering my foolish acts
I am seared with a thousand welts
seeing the pretense and not the facts
I die a thousand deaths
whenever I see your face
And I pray a thousand prayers
for the past to be erased
